This book is about the many testimonies through my life that became turning points with God, also how God showed up and became my hero through it all as He took me on a journey of recovery and healing. It starts with me at a very young age being faced with a huge life altering tragedy, then as I grew how it affected my sense of wellbeing. I saw life through traumatic eyes and because of this, I made things worse with the bad choices I continued to make. Which made for a very dark teenage experience, but God didn't ever give up on me no matter how bad it got, He still showed up in my life continuously. I also share the stories about the undeniable experiences I had with Him many times; that's when God showed up for real! And it was when I finally gave in to Him that my life was taken from terrible, to absolutely wonderful with Him. Then next, I talk about how God walked me through all the processes of changing from a broken little girl to a woman of faith that loves God with all her heart. As I also walk you through them just as He walked me through. Julie Lobato born in 1969 in Fresno, California. Lived in various cities in California, Hayward, San Ramon, Danville, Sacramento, Cameron Park, lived in California till 2011. Now lives in Bennett, Colorado. Received the Lord in my heart 1975 Baptized in 1978 and again in 1994 Recommitted my life to God in 1986 and 1993 Was a Youth Pastor 2009-2011 Received my Minister of Healing and Deliverance Certificate in 2010 I write and talk about God hoping to let the whole world know about how we are always connected to God and His love.